1 day. That's all I get before the big storm come splashing down on me.
I don't know what I had done to make my mum so angry against me. Nothing makes sense at all. There I was, staying quietly in my room, when all of a sudden I heard my mum screaming at me. Over a plate of noodles.
I simply don't understand my mum anymore. Can't she just inform me politely that my lunch is ready? She expects me to go out and eat the moment the noodles are ready. I'm not in the kitchen so I can't see that she had finished cooking.
Yet I get a rude scolding from her for not coming out of my room to eat. She even remarked sarcastically that I need a royal invitation from her before I would come out to eat.
C'mon, it's my stomach and if I go hungry, that's my problem. I don't see the reason why she had to tore into me like that. It's just a plate of noodles yet she created a typhoon over it. Gosh. There's simply no more peace left in this house.
I guess the real reason behind her insane screaming is that my neighbour is not around today. Normally, my mum would go over to her place for almost the whole day, doing nothing but chit-chat all the time. With her time occupied by my neighbour, my mum hardly ever bother or notice about me anymore.
Not that I'm being a ninny or what but surely there are some motherly things that she needs to fulfill before going out for the whole day. Oh well... my mum now finds me a nuisance now that she has the neighbour for companionship. She even threaten to stop cooking meals for me. I told her to go ahead. It's not as though I can't settle my meals by myself.
During lunch hour at work, I ate by myself and I still can survive through it. What's more a dinner? If my mum don't want me, that's fine. She can go fuck the neighbour for all I care. For the record, the neighbour is a damn balding auntie. Maybe my mum has turned into a lesbain but at this age?
Oh well, in this modern world, anything and everything is possible. My only worth to my mum is my money. If there's no money, she would cut off all ties with me. That's how my so-called mum functions. Forget about motherly love. She doesn't eat those crap.
Actually I would rather spend my money on hiring a maid rather than give them to my mum. She's never bother herself about me so it makes no sense to give her money. So what if she's the one to bring me into this world? I don't fancy living in this cruel world.
Now she doesn't even treat me with courtesy so I guess mother ties can go to shit for all I care. I wish I have a gun with me so that I can kill off that damn neighbour, since cancer failed to kill her. Oh yeah... she suffered from cancer once but then she fought off the cancer cells. Damn.
I am not a nice person and I never will be a nice person. So my mum and my neighbour can go die for all I care. They are nothing but pieces of shit.
Pui!!!
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